Worth It All

Worth it All (Rita Springer)

I don't understand Your ways,

Oh but I will give You my song,

Give You all of my praise.

You hold on to all my pain.

And with it You are pulling me closer,

Pulling me into Your ways.

Now around every corner

And up every mountain,

I'm not looking for crowns,

Or the water from fountains

I'm desperately seeking

I'm frantic believing

That the sight of Your face

It's all that I need, I will say to You...

It's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it

It's gonna be worth it all.  I believe this.

It's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it,

It's gonna be worth it all.

You're gonna be worth it, You're gonna be worth it,

You're gonna be worth it all, I believe this.

You're gonna be worth it, You're gonna be worth it,

You're gonna be worth it all.

This is a song that I really need right now.  I feel like everything is chaos right now.  I don't understand anything, I'm afraid, I feel lost and alone much of the time.  But the one thing I have to cling to is that glimpse of what God has in store for my life.  I don't have any idea how it will ever be, and I feel I am farther from it now that I have ever been, but I have to claim it.  Life is very difficult right now.  I feel like my heart is broken for things that I have no control over.  There are things ahead that I don't completely understand, and as a result, it tends to frighten me.  But I have to remember His promises given to me several years ago.  Even though I often think He has forgotten those promises, He continues to remind me of them in little, unspoken, indirect ways.  Somehow, somewhere, someday...it's gonna be worth it.  All of it...