Tuesday, October 15, 2013

God-sized holes and God-side tasks...

As as family, we have the privilege of taking our 13 year old through Experiencing God. If you've been around the church for awhile,  you're likely familiar with this study.  In fact, you may have heard recently of it's author, Henry Blackaby, who had disappeared for a time and was found having had a heart attack.  Thankfully, he is with us still and God is able to continue to use him.

This study came out several years ago when I was in youth.   I started through it then, then went through the adult version a few years later, and have helped guide others through a study a few years back.  As a family ,we wanted to draw closer to God ,closer to one another and truly understand all that God had planned four our lives, both together and individually. Being a younger Christ follower, Brandon  could also benefit from understanding that God calls us and also prepares us for his work if we are willing to surrender to Him.

This past week, our study was on the Crisis of Belief.  This relates to the decision we must make when God presents to us a task that is too big for our own accomplishment and may be way out of our comfort zone and strengths. The true crisis is whether or not we will trust that God is all powerful and perfectly capable to work through us if we will just surrender to His call or if we will decide that it doesn't seem very logical and isn't an area that we are gifted in, so there must have been a misunderstanding.  Or God meant to call someone else.  Or we just don't want to give up what we are comfortable with to attempt what others may ridicule us for, or even worse, what we could even fail at.

In the study, Blackaby wrote this:

     Our world is not attracted to the Church we serve because they cannot see Him at work. They see us doing good things for God and say, "that is wonderful, but that is not my thing."  The world is passing us by because they do not want to get involved in what they see. They are not having an opportunity to see God. Let the world see God at work, and He will attract people to Himself. Let Christ be lifted up - not in words but in life.  Let them see the difference that a living Christ makes in a life, a family or a church; that will make a difference in how they respond. When the world sees things happening through God's people that cannot be explained except that God himself has done them, then the world will be drawn to the God they see.

He later states that "the reason much of the world is not being attracted to Christ and his church is that God's people lack the faith to attempt those things that only God can do."

This is the problem in our churches and in our lives as well. We no longer set God-sized tasks to be accomplished. We set reasonable goals that can be attained with a little sacrificial giving and a lot of hard work. We follow the trends established by those who have done countless studies to see what the next move will be, all of which is good, but we leave no room for God to show His power and glory in our lives. As a result, we never really understand the depth of God's greatness. In fact, "If you can see clearly how something can be accomplished, more than likely faith is not required."  Unfortunately, we aren't the only ones that suffer from it...

The rest of the world suffers from a God-sized hole. This whole is immense...so big, that while we pour more and more in to try and fill it, it is never full. Only one thing can fill that hole. The God we serve is big enough to fill it to over-flowing. While the road is indeed narrow and those who travel down it are few, we often cause a bottle-neck in the road by not allowing our God to show Himself through us. We limit His out-pouring through us. In fact, we often each have a God-sized hole of our own, simply because we haven't given Him full capacity of our lives.  Our major problem is our self-centeredness....

Imagine the difference this world would see if only we would attempt God-sized tasks for a godless world seeking to fill a God-sized hole.  In a world of do-it-yourself, quick fix gadgets, we need a little, or a lot, more faith in the power of a great God!

"Without faith, it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him." Hebrews 11:6

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Surrender


It's been a while since I blogged...been a little crazy...been a lot distracted...been thinking...

If you grew up in a typical Southern Baptist Church, you are probably familiar with the song "I Surrender All."  If you listen, you can hear it echo in your mind...

All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give
I will ever love and trust Him
In His Presence daily live

I Surrender All
I Surrender All
All to Thee, my Blessed Savior
I Surrender All

It is a very melodic, gently soothing song.  The words are comforting.  And it's something that any church goer would hope to do.

Anyone who knows me knows I've grown up in church.  In fact, I jokingly say that I was in church 9 months before I was born.  I've heard all of the stories.  I know most of the songs (though not a lot of the south Georgia gospel songs!).  I know every Sunday School answer.  And John 3:16.  I can even sing the books of the Bible.  One for the Old Testament and another for the New Testament.  I was a faithful tither even when I only made $1 a week.  I didn't miss church unless I was really sick.  (Except for one time...I tried to see if it would work, since I just didn't feel like it.  And my parents saw through it and I was stuck in bed for the whole day...!) 

Please don't get me wrong.  There is nothing wrong with any of that.  In fact, most of it is important, and a fundamental part of my life today.  But what does all of that mean?  In the end, what does it accomplish?  Does it make the words of the song any clearer, any stronger?  As I think of my past, I think of another's.  One that I often identify with - Paul.

He had done everything by the book.  He had a perfect resume.  He was squeaky clean.  Or was he?  Like me, he grew up knowing all the right things.  Following all the proper protocol.  Seeking to please those over him.  Having every reason to be proud of his checklist.  And then he encountered Christ...

And once he did, his life was never the same.  He suffered hardship, persecution, had some type of physical ailment that, three times, he pleaded for the Lord to remove. God chose to leave a thorn in his "flesh".  Not to hurt him, but to remind him that in his weakness, He is strong.  Of all people, Paul had knowledge above knowledge.    

And yet he said in Romans 7,

21 So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22 For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23 but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death?25 Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature[d] a slave to the law of sin.

Even Paul had a choice to make each and every day... Suddenly, it seems that in the every day encounters of life, the simple song is not so simple anymore.  While the principle is clear, the will is often weak.  It is easy to say "I Surrender All," but in fact, it is more like I surrender some.  And some days, I surrender none.  What I should freely give, I sometimes give grudgingly, if at all.  So many times, I stumble, often fall, and even sometimes wallow in the mud.  I know that God's law is indeed a delight to the soul, but in my  stubbornness I choose to try my own way first, only to be reminded that only in His way do I have true freedom.

So again, like Paul, I have to make a choice...

12 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

So, once again, I cry "uncle"...

or maybe just "Father"...